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2009-06-24T18:03:00.001+08:00

This blog will be dead and i'm moving on to wordpress! :D

2009-06-20T20:48:00.001+08:00

oh man.
I'm so sorry for crying today

Just cldn't hold it back anymore.

But yeah,
i'm not gonna cry again. (:

2009-06-19T16:22:00.002+08:00

xitheng
REALISED THAT DEATH IS JUST A FOOTSTEP AWAY.

Its always so close,so unexpected.
It brings pain and tears.

The feeling of losing a close one, a love one.
It hurts,it really do.

But somehow we still have to live on,
have to go on.
Have to survive.
We all have our own lifes to lead.

I pray that You will give my family the strength to pull through this. Esp my cousins,aunt and uncle. Let them have the courage to face this head on. No one can escape this. none of us.

]:

2009-06-17T23:44:00.001+08:00

Struggling.

If only someone can understand/feel.

but its alright. blink and its over!

I'M GLAD I FINISHED 3BENCHMARKS TONIGHT.

there is still a huge pile of homework left thou. *deep sigh*

2009-06-16T13:03:00.002+08:00

IT FEELS SO GREAT

after slping for 16hours :D
from 4pm ytd till 8am this morn.

I can't feel my legs at all. The amazing race killed my muscles. >.<
I got pretty tanned, although i tried my best to stay in the shade all the time.
oh wells. it was real fun!

And when i woke up this morning,
theres nth much i can do.
totally different from the camp.
Awwww. Like what they said, its really empty.
Gah. I shld find something to do after finishing this post.
Get some life! :D

I know i haven done my holiday hw and sch is reopening nxt wk (for us).
Please,don't nag at me. ^^

byebye!

2009-06-15T15:56:00.002+08:00

STUDENT CAMP '09

IS SO SO FUN. :D

The first day passed with us being in "zzz" mode,
but the days passed on real fast and everything was high!

Special thanks to all the people who planned to give us students such a wonderful 5days4nights! <3 ARIGATO.

Team ldrs are just great. (: No other words.
GRRREEEEAAAATT!

you can get a btr post from www.hellopearlyna.blogspot.com

YOU KNOW YOU HAVE A LAZY GIRL HERE,so...head over to Na's blog.
you'll so love it. :D

CAMPFIRE WAS GREAT.
just that my mood was totally screwed, bad. ):

Cheers then.
i'll be off.
BABY BABY BABY BABY

2009-06-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO QUIT!

This is so irritating.
I've told you times and times, over and over.
If you're not getting what i mean,
then stay out of it and stop doing things to your own will.

Its so fucking pissing me off.

I don't want to go.
So just let it be.

Urgh for god's sake.

2009-05-27T20:21:00.002+08:00

you don't understand,do you?

The more you push,
the more the other will repel.
Haven't you heard of magnets?
Humans work the same way.

Sorry.
But I think the way done is definitely not working.
And it will not.
We'll see about it.
No computer, no going out, more curfews, more naggings etc.
Yet it doesn't mean that it'll work.

I swear my parents will start all their craps.

But I don't think i'll give a damn about it.

byebye

2009-05-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

Mid yr suck, big time.

Omygosh. Papers are coming back.
And yes, I did all to expectations except chemistry.
Apparently i only studied for it, and i got a 6.
Fuckshit.

byebye.
I'm video-ing like mad now.
And i'm back to subbing<3

Some words of encouragement please.

Its doesn't matter anymore.
You don't have to ask us for our opinions.
Your mind is already set, isn't it?

You felt the change of character in her.
You decided then,that you no longer feel the same for her.
But here i'm telling you that the reason you're giving, is a bloody messed up one.
it makes no sense.
The point is that, you don't know her well at the first place.

Tell me people,
why is this scenario so familiar?

Shit. Guys suck.

Oh man. fucked up day.

2009-05-20T21:37:00.003+08:00

Jayce showed us this when we went to her house just now.

Understand it?
if don't,watch it again.

2009-05-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

Bad things never comes in ones or twos aye?

Many things happened today and i really wonder when an end will be seen.
Oh c'mon.

And i realised, there are many others feeling worse than me.
So why the hell am i feeling so fucked up?

I felt the disappointment I've never had so far.
Hell, it sucks badly.
It doesn't pay to work hard; thats what i learnt.

byebye.

it was a shock to see you just walk off.
but then again,
i guess thats it.

2009-05-19T17:39:00.002+08:00

SA1 is finally over.
Hell yeah!
Once we get over spa skill3 [chemistry and biology] tmr,
we're officially free! :D
Of cuz, i'll miss the aircon.
Well yet again, we'll be getting back our papers tmr too.
Isn't it a little too fast?
Nah, cuz tmr will be the 20th and we actually started exam on the 6th.
So bloody looooonnnnggg!
I'm glad ITS OVER!

:D

I used to know where I stand. I know whats right and whats wrong.
This time, I hesitated. Where am i standing?
From which point of view am i looking at?
Is what I'm doing the right thing, or the wrong one?

I realised the line between right and wrong,
is so thin,
then you won't even realise that you've crossed it.
You stay there, get caught inbetween, with nowhere to go.
Theres no grey area. ):
So where am i, really standing?

2009-05-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

Went to the doctor today.
Have both of my arms bandaged now; i'm feeling so handicapped.
Like yes. ): Haha.
But it is okay, I mean the treatment.
I'll be a few days before I can actually remove them, i guess.
If not my wrists will STINK, and become so ITCHY.

Sighs.

I can't wait for exams to be over.
Then i can go out at night,
and not think about the rubbish. :D

2009-05-11T20:16:00.001+08:00

I chose the easier way out.

I've stayed in the battle for months,
but I decided to walk out of it.

I didn't manage to last till the end,
and neither would I be able to change the outcome of it.

Thats it.
Its over.

Xitheng,smile.

2009-05-09T12:40:00.004+08:00

4th day since midyr.
5papers down(:

I'm beginning to put my priority on studying now.
I'm slowly getting myself to sit there and study.
Just that whether they go into my head, i can't be sure.

SS was horrible.
Na and I studied 'hard' for it.
jayce didn't allow us to pon the paper. ):

emaths was pretty fine for me,
as long as i didn't make stupid mistakes or wtvr, i shld be doing fine.

RIGHT.
CHEMISTRY IS GETTING INTO ME.
SO IS CORE HISTORY.

I think I'm not studying for history. >.<

*gasps*

"I'm beginning to understand why Boo stayed stuck in his house all this time...its because he wants too."
Prejudice prejudice ):

Elit paper was ytd. I thought i was lucky since i listened to MissNG for 2lessons and what she said came out. :D

2009-05-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so irritated by the weather.
What is with it.

English and SocialStudies papers tmr.

I haven't really started ss.
Wonder if I can finish it by tonight,
esp since i'll be out till 10pm.
Sighs.
Try my luck then. ):

tatas

2009-05-04T19:47:00.002+08:00

I'm preparing for the upcoming mid year exams!

Wednesday is the first day.
I can't wait, but i dread it.

damn.

" Innocence is never a black man's rights "
This is what I learnt today frm elit lesson.
HarperLee " TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD "

seriously,what is with the racism? ):
Tom Robinson is a good guy,
and so are his children and wife.

Oh no!
See? I shldn't have paid attention during elit lesson.
its making me feel sad now.

" You'll be scared and run if you were me, a black man. "
Did Tom Robinson say that during the trial?
Something like that.
He is not guilty. But he knows if he doesn't run for it, his whole life is gone.
He'll be charged with rape [mayella]. I guess Mayella is too despo. What a bitch.

Byebye then!

2009-05-02T13:09:00.002+08:00

(:

the things that made me smiled this week:

-finishing my Chemistry paper1. [I spent like 3hrs on it] [Credits to Rayseen for helping]
-finishing my Amaths paper1 (last yr's prelim) [I realised my math sucks]
-doing a good job maintaining my exercise days. [wed and sat/sun]
-not addicted to computer
-visited my eye doctor! :D

Although i cancelled the hospital trip for my broke wrist,
i guess my wrist is recovering well enough.
Anyway, I would be going, if that bitch isn't.
See?
Its a double-way thing.

Sidetrack a little,
youths these days have got attitude problems.
I'm pretty sure about that.

What i said above is reliable you know, aftall, i'm a teen and duh, i shldn't be saying that I've got attitude problem.

Scenario 1:
Was walking home after dinner. 2guys riding bicycle behind us.
"bang their ass" one said.
Then they laugh and laugh and laugh.
"whats your mouth for?" "can't you say excuse me?" I said.
Both of them gave me the kb face.
*stared into their eyes*
My seniors stood beside me. [towered over the 2kb guys]
*RUNRUNRUNRUN*

c'mon. Whats with them? They don't think before they say smth. I hope they get into trouble some day with that bloodly mouth of theirs and that stupid brain of theirs that can't think.

Scenario 2:
In the lift.
This guy,apparently in the upper sec, was smoking.
Shit,IN THE LIFT! What is with their brain?
They think its cool? They think its nice to kill people with all the poisonous gas that they breathe out?
Anw,this auntie with her son asked the guy to stop.
but the guy went: "ma de. qu si la. ni shi jing cai meh. chao si le"
translate to english: [ mother. -.- go to hell. Are you the police? So noisy!"
ANd he started acting he is big or smth.
Then he lift reaches the 10th floor.
I stepped on his toes before i went out.

These 2 clearly shows that youths have got attitude problem,yes?
Like other then those involved, I myself need a change.
Just what is happening to s'pore? ):

I'm off alr.
STUDY TIME.

2009-04-30T20:42:00.001+08:00

Hell of a time.

I seriously need time to cool down.

2009-04-29T20:44:00.001+08:00

I don't see why I have to accept you into my life.

seriously, fuck off.

how the hell do you get my number.
who gives you the right to start smsing me.
WHO GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO.

I DON'T WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU.
I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU.

FUCK OFF!

SCRAM!!

2009-04-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

I.swear.that.slap.hurts.more.on.the.inside.than.on.the.outside.

fuck off.

2009-04-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

You know, sometimes you just get sick of what is going on in this world.
You're trying to understand what the adults are doing.
You always thought you're mature enough to understand.
But you're wrong. In fact, trying to understand such stuffs make you grow up fast, yet painfully.

I'm trying to say, I really envy the young kids. All they have in their minds are play, fun, happy family, roleplay etc. They never had thoughts of trickery, or to put it easily, evil thoughts. But yeah, I mean its pretty cool living in your small little innocent world. But again, you know you lack smth. You lack the maturity to understand stuffs.

Why can't we treasure what we have now, and stop wishing for what we don't?

This is frustrating.

Things always happens for reason. Don't come telling me all these shit because right now, none of these reasonings are entering my head. Isn't it easier to just put everything behind? Isn't it easier to just give up? Isn't it the easiest to let go rather than clinging on the reef so miserably?

Why am I still holding on?
Its time to fly.

Its time I learn.

2009-04-27T18:44:00.002+08:00

bad day today.
first of all, TANMT screwed our dear pe lesson.

Serious, shit me.

Can't imagine how pissed most of us were.
Alrights people, we scolded him enough luh. (:

It was great, for that part.

In some way, he really is unreasonable.
Just our fate to have him as our pe.teacher.
Really,wtvr

2009-04-26T20:05:00.001+08:00

went to study at airport today.
9am plus to 6pm+.
Wow. It seems like i really did lots of revisions,
but in fact, i don't even know what went into my brain.

Seriously,wtf is wrong with me.

):

2009-04-25T23:51:00.003+08:00

I guess I need to start studying.

2009-04-23T20:27:00.001+08:00

Its getting way into me.
Its eating me up.
help.

The heat was unbearable these few days and i'm finding myself feeling restless near noon time.
Lets hope the weather will change for the better.

):

2009-04-18T16:54:00.002+08:00

I can't do it.

I can't study in such an environment.
I can't concentrate.

I want to move out of this place as fast as possible.
I don't want to stay here any longer.

I hate it.

2009-04-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

I know I'm terrible
but please don't give up on me.

I'll change I promise.
Give me some time.
Don't ever give up on me.

You made me lose hope.

xitheng is going to study electrolysis now.
byebye.

2009-04-10T12:36:00.004+08:00

Late wishes and early wishes!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
PEARLYNAAAA (080493)
WENJIE (080493)
ADRIEL (100493)
PAMELA (100493)
VANESSA (110493)

fabulous week this is, really.
although it made me supppeer broke,
but yes,it was fun and all! unforgettable!

pearlyna's birthday celebration was cool.
although i screwed it kinda a lil,
overall it was still great! :D

MAHJONG at soo's hse. (:
Of cuz, the stupid mahjong set is so heavy!
Thanks all for helping to carry.
hahaha.
Fondue too (:
CHECK ALL OUT AT www.hellopearlyna.blogspot.com
she has got all the pictures and all. ^^

meanwhile,
its good friday tdy.
lets love Jesus. (:

Anw,can you believe I've got 2tuitions today?
Just today, alone?
Gah!
had Amaths in the morning.
And am going to have another in arnd 15mins time.
Will be out at 7pm to celebrate Adriel's birthday. (:
Some buffet.
Looking forward!!

byebye!

2009-04-01T21:40:00.003+08:00

1st APRIL

4E and F switched classes.
The outcome was anti-climax.
All of us were so excited and all; but our teachers just reacted to it so normally.
If they're used to it, at least try to show that you're surprised.
It was no fun,
but yet alot better than last year.
Anyway, apparently alot other classes switched too.
Other than those real nerdy triple science classes;you all get what I mean.

BIOLOGY SPA was great. :D
Easy, and interesting. Although to others, its boring.
But oh well. Its over.
I'm dreading nxt wednesday's chemistry spa.
Chemistry sucks.

Talking about chem,
we got pangsehed by our dear chem remedial teacher,
the one and only MsTrina.

Moving on,
lunch with Vanessa and Trica at Astons.
KINDER JOY IS GREAT!;D
I want another. Hahaha!
Shopped and bought 3muffins. -.-
I want many stuffs and yes,
i'm dragging my MUM with me to shop and pay for my stuffs this sunday. ^^

(:
MrsLEE is gna take care of MOMO.
Just in case you're wondering who/what is MOMO,
ITS OUR CLASS HAMSTER! <3

MrsLee is real cute. :D
Took a photo with her aft bio spa.
CREDITS TO NA. I ripped off from her blog @ www.hellopearlyna.blogspot.com

2009-03-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

Its been long aye?

Sch is sucking life out of me.
Not exactly.
I totally switched off from school and studying.
I haven't been doing work,
haven't been studying for tests,
haven't been listening in class.
What am i doing? STONE.

But its pretty cool. You'll have alot off your mind. :D
School is gna be bullshit tmr. but at least we'll be exercising. ^^

Been busy for a few weeks.
Still have got 2months of timings and reports to do.
Ah,wtf. Just die.

so long then.
I WANT MY BED!

my wrist is so much btr alr.

2009-03-18T02:21:00.001+08:00

Its 2.21am.
Don't think i'm crazy.
I can't get to sleep. My mind is filled with thoughts that shldn't be that.

Why cant I just let it go?
It might be my eyes seeing the wrong things.
):

Its not helping.
Its not helping...

Urgh.

thursday...

2009-03-16T13:57:00.003+08:00

Please,
I'm begging,
GET OUT OF MY MIND!

I'm in no mood for anything.
Hw?
Revision?
Training?
Tuitions?

None.

Its definitely easier said than done.

And here I am blogging
and screaming at my cousin to play the piano.

2009-03-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

Too lazy to blog about today.

I totally screwed my theory exam. ):
If i manage to pass, pigs can fly.
Sighs.

I didn't regret going for the CD performance today. :D
It was great!
And yes XIN TING,
I guess its a big relief for you.
YOu're the man. <3

bye then.
1.25am. I'm going to bed.
And dear elizabeth is still doing her integration. >.<

bye then.
wtf. my mood is still that bad.

2009-03-14T11:43:00.001+08:00

2hrs and 15mins to my theory exam.

I'M FREAKING OUT.
I'M NOT PREPARED.
I'M HOPING THAT I WON'T FLUNK IT.

bestofluck. ):

bye

2009-03-12T21:55:00.003+08:00

Smth amusing to share.
4E had 2 Amaths teachers today.
1 for each period. Lol.
MrChan and MrMok.
MrMok was wrong to say that we're lucky not to have him as our Maths teacher.
But,he is so very wrong! haha!
I guess he is lucky not to have us as his class. =p

MrMok's lesson is more of prac and prac and prac!
MrChan's , kinda the same. But at a slower pace since the qns were much harder.
Pretty cool.

MrsOng had been MIA since last friday.
I wonder whats wrong. Seriously ill?
Nevermind.

Lunch with Adriel at popeyes.
Lol. very fattening!
Were pangseh-ed by Eliz.
She is sadly down for Physics Remedial.
And we both had piano lesson today. :D
I'm slowly getting the hang of grade6 theory ;
exam is on this saturday.
God. Thats fast. At least let me hit a 70.
I don't care if I'm at the passing line.
JUST LET ME PASS!

Anw,hcl test was manageable ; at least for me.
Comprehension is a little tricky.
a 9marks qns? How the hell am i supposed to answer it?
9points? 9reasons? 9explanations? WHAT?

To top it off,
I met a bitch on bus27.
If I weren't in my school uniform,
she had better watch out.
If my teacher didn't teach me how to queue,
then your mother didn't teach you how to keep your bloody gap close!
I hope she understood what I said on the bus.
They were all meant for her. And yes, it was loud.
I don't give a shit because she deserved it.
Fcker.

I guess its my bad mood which causes the incident above. >.<
My mood is definitely getting on my nerves. ):
I'm finding it hard to focus in class.
Shit! Things just aren't getting into my head.
I can just stare at the board and the teacher,
listen to what they're talking,
but my mind is wandering off somewhere.
Sighs.

I'll be off then.
More THEORY AND THEORY AND THEORY!
I'm gna fall in love with it by tomorrow.

byebye!

2009-03-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

Damn it.

Communication is hard.
At least, harder than I'd expected it to be.

I'll hang in there.
This will pass soon.
Very soon.

Anw,Chemistry remedial was great today. (:
I learnt and understood Electrolysis better.
Thanks MsTrina!
Although we were making life hard for her,
but at least it brought laughter to the remedial lesson. ^^

Lunch with Tricia at PizzaHut.
Got to know her better than I thought I will.
A very good lunch today.
Enjoyed myself!
Then home, and started on hw.

Alrights. I'm not gna waste my time here blogging.
Checking answer on Enjoyedu and then back to studies plus theory.

byebye.

2009-03-09T21:27:00.002+08:00

(:

I'm feeling so much better after all the exercise I had today.
Pe and jogging and gym.
My muscles are straining, but who cares.
I feel so happy.
I mean, so much btr than last night and this morn. ^^

I hope I did well for my chemistry.
I studied and practised for it.
For 2days!
Go xitheng!

Lunch with Shermaine,Adriel and Deon at Cafe Cartel.
It was great. (:
Very filling though. Don't dare to eat too much.
I don't wna shit for godknows how many days.
Collect my '07 paper from PianoTeacher.
I want to pass my theory exam this saturday.
I'll be trying real hard.
I'll be killing all my brain cells in the room for 3hours.

Oh wells.
I apologise if I was not myself today.
Tmr will be a btr day.

xitheng,leave that matter aside and focus.
You have to focus.
You still have many things in hand.
That, can wait. And I really hope it can.

bye.

2009-03-08T09:37:00.004+08:00

My stomach is still feeling so very weird. ):

Lastest trailer for Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince.
Care for a look?

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2009-03-06T20:07:00.003+08:00

):

Sick. Stomach flu/cold.
Yes. Its taking forever to recover.
Don't ask me why 'cause I hate it too.

Family problems here and there.
Have got no wish to get probed.
So...yeah

Thanks Adriel for passing me my hw,again. (:
Thanks dude.

Oh,I'm gna study so very hard for my chemistry test on monday.
I must get at least a B or smth. >.<
Piano theory exam in 8days (counting down)
Percentage for passing, 0-2%
I swear,unless a miracle happens,there is zero possibility that I'll pass it.
But of cuz, I'll be putting in tremendous effort for these 7-8days.
I'll try to pass it.
But the chances are...somewhere there.

Cya then.
*just fucking get well*
pissed off.

EDIT: I missed both my E and Amaths tuition this week. ):

2009-03-01T20:27:00.002+08:00

I have to make a confession.
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Please Xitheng,FALL IN LOVE WITH CHEMISTRY!

):

Revision for bio common test on tues is a torture.
I'm not getting a shit about cell division.

I don't even feel like complaining about chem now.
It just sucks.
I managed to scrap through chem test with a 26/50.
How much longer can my luck hold me through?

alrights.
i'm off.
sub. (:

2009-02-22T14:10:00.002+08:00

(:
I lead my life to the fullest this week.

Well,the statement above excludes schooling, duh.

Trainings are pretty enjoyable these days.
Although the condition of my wrist is getting worse.
Real bad.
So i've been transfer over to the Hand Surgery dept in SGH.
Is it 19/03/09 , 2.10pm? ):
Its during the March HOls though.
It better recover.
If not, i'm not wanting it anymore.
I can't even change without hurting it. wtf.

Hcl tuition, double of them this week.
Is it? Can't rmb.
Doing great. But real lazy.
No, i can't do the explanations. Zzz.
Missed my Amaths tuition this week.
Or really, i'm not in a mood for it. Shhh.

Steamboat plus stayover at Jayce's house on friday to saturday.
Fun,filling,crap...(:
And WASHING UP, of course.
It was supposingly a all-girls kinda thing.
But the guys self-invited themselves so...
anw,it was still great fun. :D
Nick is quite nice actually.
Oh,mentioning nick,
how many more weeks to go before we change seats?
Actually, my seat is very fun.
So,i don't mind if we don't change. haha!
Back back,
ONLY NA AND I STAYED OVER.
but yx stayed till like 1am++.
Everything was great. (:
Thanks Jayce! <3
And YES,FOR MORE INFORMATION AND PICTURES.
TO THE USUAL BLOG @ http://www.hellopearlyna.blogspot.com

Fully booked on sat.
trng and hcl tuition.
got home arnd 8pm. Cuz i stupidly walked from Eastwood drive back to Tampines.
HA-HA-HA.
THen dinner,and home around 10+11.
Slp and woke up at 1am. ):

Met up with Van + friends at MAcs.
Bused to F1 pit.
OCBC THING WAS FUN,yet BORING and TIRING.
Overall, experienced gain was great. :D
I'm gna do it again,
if its not going to be as tiring. XD
Cheers.
ANW,for more informations,visit Sam's[girl] blog. *don't have the link*

BYEBYE THEN.
Gna bathe,then slp. (:

2009-02-14T09:33:00.002+08:00

(: I'm finally using the computer for god knows how long.
1) my computer kinda crashed.
2) i have no time.

This whole week is pretty fine.
Other than the fact that i failed my hcl test. *stab*
I could have passed it easily. *wtf is wrong with me*
Tea again i guess. ):

Was really bored ytd and today.
No,i have no dates.
Okay,i have it. like tonight.
But,i might not be going afterall! D:
Smth happened and i have to settle it.
Shit.

I think there is no hw this weekend.
Or is there? Whatever.
I'm not doing any.

Byebye

2009-02-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

My wrist isn't getting better.
Went to a doc yesterday.
Feels better, but yet, something is still wrong.

I'm proud to announce that i'm one of the EIGHT who passed the further trigo test.
lol. Seems incredible. But in fact, i only passed by half mark.
So, happy or sad?
Anw,MrsO is having lots of troubles getting us to pay attention.
I mean,she is having troubles with our class.
Well, what she'll do is nag and on and on and on.
Theresa got into trouble with her.
Goodluck man.
However, I feel that she isn't so bad luh.
Her teaching is quite understandable. ^^

Hcl was ______ [fill in the blank]
First period was explaining of compos.
47/5070. 14/20. (: I guess its alright.
Slept during second period.
Was supposed to do another compo. But after writing 2paragraphs with my LEFT.HAND,
I gave up and went to sleep.
I'm super in need of sleep anyway.
Guess i'll just wait for my reward tomorrow.

Home with Theresa.
Bought lunch back. Shared with my mum.
Reduce the fats by half. =p
Wanted to sleep, but realised I still have got work to do. ):
Urgh. History blog.
I didn't know it was due on monday. -.-
But anw,i just completed it. And,my 'pass to enter class' too. :D

Gna watch some tv before going to sleep at 11pm.
Its pretty early since i've been slping near 4am+5 for 3conseq. days.
I hope i can wake up tmr.

BYE

2009-02-04T20:02:00.002+08:00

Darn.
A pretty bad week.
Lol. I'm lacking so much sleep that i had been falling aslp in sch these past days.
I sacrifice my recess for sleeping.
Too tired for lessons. ):

Moving on,
funerals are sad. ):
But i have to say i was petrified when i saw the dead body in the coffin.
My heart was at my throat...
I have nth to say.
It was...so scary. No, i ran out of words.
Just thinking about it...*my thoughts are running wild*
.
.
.
.
.
.
Time shows people's true colours.
Or is it money? Anw, its time to face reality.
I've got to stop hiding.
I'm going to accept it.
I'm not going to let insignificant matters get into me.
ShitShitShitShit.

Realised i'm really slacking.
Beginning of FEB.
I'm still in holiday mood.
Not studying,
not doing hw,
sleeping in class,
late for class.
Zzzz.
Time for a shift of gear.

And YES,I know its random.
BUT,
I'M NOT GOING TO BUY THE HANDBOOK.
Its a bloody $3.50 and the design,SUCK.
Comeon,any 2009 planner is nicer than the handbook.
I don't care if you're giving me demerits,
making me copy the damn handbook,
but i'm not buying it!
We're buying so many useless stuffs!
Why cant we just use the songbook frm the previous year?
-i'm not gna waste money on such dumb stuffs-

BYES.
i might be trying to clear my hw. (:

2009-02-01T09:19:00.002+08:00

Was home at arnd 1am plus ytd. (:

BBQ was great.
Although we didn't eat much, but it was fun. :D
We managed to start the fire pretty fast. [GIRL'S POWER!]
Eat,Talk,Pic.

For more information, http://www.hellopearlyna.blogspot.com
--pics are all at her blog. Her camera is good.

Thanks Jaycelyn's dad for driving all of us back! <3
HER DAD IS TALL!
Hahaha! :D

Alrights then.
I'd btr be going.
HOMEWORKHOMEWORKHOMEWORK.

I'm done with History alr though. (:

BYE

2009-01-31T10:18:00.002+08:00

My wrist is getting better.
But it still hurts at times. ):

My homework for this weekend is way too much.

-Amaths
-History
-English
-Hcl
~~1) cloze~~
2) 3comprehensions
3) 2summaries

How do i print them out from enjoyedu? >.<
I'm almost at the verge of throwing all my homework down from the 10th floor.
Who knows, i might do just that.

Got to research for info about China. Hmm.

Can't wait for BBQ tonight. (:
Its gna be fun.
But i'll be having emaths tuition first.
Missed it for 2wks.
Ahahaha!
But i hope i won't lag behind though.

Byes
I know i'm risking it, but i have to.

2009-01-29T16:46:00.005+08:00

Happy CNY people! :D
I know its a lil late, but its btr late than never.
Don't tell me its best not to be late. [SEL]

Been screwing all my tests.
First hcl test of the year = fail.
I slipped past my sadness over chemistry paper with a mark of 24outta45.
I know it suck but to actually pass it...(:
Hcl was terrible.
Well,I did study...last week.
And a little revision yesterday.
But the test was still...*tears paper into pieces*
The comprehension was f**kshit.
I don't get the psg at all!
So apparently C , Me , C dozed off.
We're three in a row btw (:
Of cuz,we aren't the only ones who slpt.

Bio was manageable.
I was really fouling over my dumb hcl test.
And really, have got ZERO mood for EYES.
Who cares about CONES AND RODS PHOTO RECEPTORS?
Irritating.
*only the experiments lifted me up a lil* (:

I'm going to sleep.
I'm very tired.
I sincerely apologise if i really did fail my hcl test. ):

BYEs

2009-01-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

):

So far, sec4 life is at its sucky period.
However, we all know that things are just going to get worse.
We aren't expecting sec4 year to be nice and all.

Lets see.
My homework are really piling. Like yes, high up!
In addition to my injured wrist,
I have lots of trouble writing!
One piece of history essay took me an hour.
When i finally finished,i realised it was totally WRONG,
and i had to redo it.
Whatthefuck.
Obv, I didn't.
Then i remembered MissF said we have to send her our essays via mail BY TONIGHT.
My wrist hurts and i can't type properly.
Typing out the whole history essay...
TORTURE.

Well,other than my history homework,
obv i have many others.
Who says CNY=NO HW?

Think i'll slowly clear them one by one.
Esp hcl. Why do i seem to have never-ending amnt of hcl hw?
Compre + cloze. Why do i have to many practice papers?!

Dang.
Anw,MissF was right to scold us today.
Less than half the class handed up our essays.
She was right to say that she wants to give up on us.
Because our attitude towards finishing and handing up homework on time is just, terrible.
Its mainly because of our laziness.
But for me,
the concept was, why shld i do my hw.
Shit! I need counselling.

Wondering why i can type so much?
Thanks to JieWen because i'm just the 'NARRATOR'.

byebye!

2009-01-21T17:53:00.002+08:00

I want to confess ; but i know i can't

I'm feeling like a total asshole.
I don't know if its just guilty or is it something else.
But that feeling ; it just sucks.

Out at 2am yesterday. Was so tired when i met up with Adriel before going to school.
Thanks Adriel for the cake. (:
It was a first time experience. I never intended to do it.
No, I never thought i have to do it.
But since i'm in, I'm in. I did it.

After yesterday night, i swear i'm never doing it again.
But of course, things will be different if i'm put at gun-point.
Who says people in S'pore don't have guns? haha!

Recommend any organisations i can donate to?
I've got some spare cash and no,i'm not spending them.
Its because i'm
feeling like a total asshole ;
guilty ;
bitch ;
whatever,
i'm not going to spend the money.

ByeBye.
I need a hug. ):

2009-01-20T21:20:00.002+08:00

Damn.
My computer speaker is spoilt. ):

Anw,my hand is getting btr.
Just that, it'll hurt for another 2mths or so.
And obv, I can't have my precious PE. darn.

Tests are piling.
They suck.
Really do. Sighs.
With my screwed up hand, homeworks and tests...
NO! Just writing, its like torture to me.
Not mentioning writing, even EATING is like troublesome.

Okay luh. I really got nothing to blog about.
MEGAUPLOAD doesn't work for me recently.
All my video files and work files are all stuck.
Damn. I'm feeling sad. ):

Alrights. I'm off.
Bio test tmr.
Amaths + Hcl tests on Thurs.
Is there Bio test on fri??

SEE THE AMOUNT OF TESTS? Okay.
I was used to it last yr anw. -.-

byebye

2009-01-18T13:41:00.002+08:00

SORRY FOR THE NOT UPDATING.

I dislocated my right wrist. ):
Having lots of troubles with simple daily stuffs.
Real sad ; and it hurts like shit.

Going back to see the doctor tmr aft sch. (:
Will have to give PE a miss. EFF.

byebye.
Cant type much.

2009-01-13T21:51:00.002+08:00

Sch was pretty okay,
just that MsCheong came and taught us SEL.
More accurately,her life story.
But,she ate up like extra 15mins!!
Shet,then we ended sch late. ):

Not much, just that I got really closer to DebKOH.
Haha, duh, she sits behind me. (:
And yeah, of cuz we've lots of things to talk t0.

Lunch with Theresa at Macs after school.
It was very sudden cuz i suddenly felt hungry.
Home, didn't had dinner.
And now,i'm feeling so so hungry.
Too bad. ): My mum alr threw away the remaining food.
Dang.

I realised i'm so busy each week!
All the stuffs are gradually, but definitely eating up alot alot of my time!
Its time i sit down and think through stuffs.
Whether its time I drop smth, rather than fighting to keep my last breath.
Or izzit just my arrangements which make everything so packed.
Yes, i shld really work my brain cells on this.

byebye then. (:
i'm off to bed. 10pm

2009-01-12T19:06:00.002+08:00

Chinese Olvl result : A1 (:

I didn't expect that. But am super happy about it. ;D
I mean, using computer the day before...!herm. You know...

Did our sec4s do well?
Can i say...um,OK?
I mean our standard dropped.
And MrsM also said that it wasn't well done.
But anw,just accept the fact and go with it. Cheers.
And yeah, Soo, Cheer up.
I shut up because i know talking will make you worse. So...<3
We'll be there for ya.

Moving on,
MissF is like eating up our free time. ):
We've got to stay back after sch on thurs.
Urgh! Urgh! Urgh!
Its bad! Noooooooo!
She is nice but yet, such a tyrant. hahaha!

Lunch with Wx,Eliz,Adriel,Loo.
Pizza hut. Met Jayc,Char and Na there.
I have to clarify that I DID NOT pangseh. >.<
Hahaha! But at least i went and talked to you 3. ^^
Hanged out till 6+? Yeah.
Then headed home. And take care of my baby. And blog.
Do we have homework today?
I know we've got Common Test tomorrow.

And yes, I quit my job as a cashier at NTUC.
I'll definitely miss everyone there. :D
They are all nice people.
But going to NTUC is hard now >.<
I don't want to see the people there.
Esp those who didn't allow me to quit. ):
Zzzz. But,studies do come first, doesn't it?

And i've got myself HCL tuition.
I strongly believe that I badly need it.
My chinese is like shet.
And for that A1, its totally luck.
!herm, if you actually ask my dear hcl teacher,
you'll know that my composition never hits 45,
and that my tests are always passing mark.
Well, sorry to say that,
but i think studying for chinese is dumb. Cloze psg and compre?
Whats there to study?
However, after the talk with teacher,
i guess i'll have to start working my ass off.

(:
byebye then!

2009-01-11T13:46:00.002+08:00

This week's homeworks are killing.
There are 4tests next week i believe?
Why? Its only the approaching of the 2nd week of sch and everything are thrown to us.
Sad. But i guess we can only accept the fact.

Been doing homework yesterday.
Stayed up till 1am plus.
And yes,i've not finished my hw yet.
Shit!
Is it my slow speed or is it just that big pile.
Eff.

I'm off. Nap.
Headache.

byebye

2009-01-10T16:30:00.002+08:00

):

I think i've got depression.
I'm feeling so sad now.
And there isn't really a reason to it.

Maybe its the hw or tests.
Or maybe its just my stupid conscience eating me up.
Xitheng,go fuck yourself.

SHIT!

byebye

2009-01-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

Peifang,Joyann,Yunxuan,LeeJing,Me.
Went Theresa's house for History project.
only started arnd 2pm+?
We were pretty efficient cuz we left at arnd 4+ 5pm.
Had dinner tght before leaving. (:
Not exactly considered efficient.
Some problems faced so Joyann was supposed to finish the video.
Well umm,the recordings all done,just the fixing up. XD
BLog is on the way too.
Poster is beautifully done! (: Credits to PF,YX and LJ. :D

And obv,Soo and I didn't went to work today.
We find that it is reasonable to miss work for hw.
Aftall,school and homework and tests and blahs are our priority now.
How many tests do we have this coming week? 1,2 or 3?
Gna hang on for one more week. If school is gna be as bad, we'll quit.
I guess i'll miss everyone there. ):
Presents for all if i'm rich. -.-

alrights.
i'm off then.
am so bored here. ):
bye

2009-01-03T13:03:00.002+08:00

Darn.
I'm super pissed trying to make decisions here.
Shld I go to work?
I have to consider my hist hw,
and of cuz, the testS nxt wk.
Tuition is a must..duh.
but anw,its really a bad start of the year.
Only the first few days and i'm having troubles.
TIME-MANAGEMENT!

*spits*
byebye

2009-01-03T09:44:00.002+08:00

Sch reopened yesterday.
I had trouble waking up. ):
But thanks to Chanel for driving me to school.
Still,the jam up the hill was horrible.
Must be the sec1s. Zzz.

Anw,MrsMohan FORM.
MRSLEE and MRSONG CO-FORM.
why do we need 2co-forms?
Seating arrangement sucks!
No,that isn't the way to arrange.
Bad start for the year. ):

Had double history lesson.
Same teacher. (:
But was given homework. ):
Shucks. And apparently no one wants to do neither the project nor the poster.
So...no comments.
We'll just make do with it.

Tuition and work today.
I gave training a miss because
1) I'm feeling sick
2) I'm feeling down
3) I'm feeling tired.
lol. enough of these nonsense!
Still considering if i wanna go tuition or work today.
If we're doing the history homeworkS, i'll have to give them a miss.
homework is more impt. (:

byebye then.

2008-12-30T15:29:00.005+08:00

Been working like crazy these days.
Last week was almost everyday,
and this wk isn't any better. >.<
But its the last week.
Sch is reopening soon. I'm hating it. ):

Yesterday was BAD.
Tuition was horrible.
I cldn't get FURTHERTRIGO. Although mrs.ong had taught but still...
THe formulaes are the killers. >.<
Super tedious and brain killing.

Training next.
Rushed down all the way to swimming complex.
Floats missing. -.-
Had to buy extras, deduct from team's winnings.
How irritating!
Although its not alot but still,our hardearned money. ):
Hahahaha!

Work at 5pm.
Rushed down from Tao Payoh to Tampines like crazy.
Had my cousin bring my apron and jeans and etc down.
And I had to pay her $10 for being my maid for half hour perhaps?
Sickening. Rob me of my money in broad daylight.

I was pretty late,i assume.
Counter6.
Quite slack.
My total sales suck.
But at least i balanced. ^^
Was so freaking tired that arnd 6pm++,
i'm finding myself dozing off.
Had to make trips to the toilet to wake myself up.
*guilty* *guilty*
ChiefCashier was super good. (:
Went home very early.
Bathed and BED.
I need my BED so very badly.
All my energy gone.
Plus,I didn't had dinner. Totally exhausted.

Fell aslp approx 11pm plus 12.
But I had a nightmare and i cldn't fall aslp after that.
Terrible!
Being alone in the big house is like crap!
*water drips* *chairs moving* *bed creeking*
Its horrible. ):
Then i just stare into space...until 3am plus.
Was real tired then zzzzzzz *snore*

Woke up at 7.30AM AM AM AM!
Training. SPRINTS AND SPRINTS AGAIN.
Why?!?!?!?!?!

rushed back home for tuition.
was almost late.
cldn't concentrate. very tired. Suck.

Work at 11am-5pm tmr.
If i can't fall aslp tonight,
wish me best of luck for tmr. (:

BYEBYE

2008-12-29T16:05:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I fell sick.
Was still enjoying myself before I reached home at 4am.

Anw,its food poisoning most probably.
Vomited like crazy.
I don't know where all my vomits came from cause i didn't eat anything the whole day.
Was super weak. ):
And i reeked of vomit smell. YUCKS!

Hair cut today. (:
Not much of a difference. If i get caught,it'll be another haircut. lols.
Late for tuition.
After tuition,late for trng.
I'm using the laptop here. XD
Must be extra careful,can't get caught. =p

Might have to work at 5-10 later.
Waiting for reply.

I'm super hardworking this holiday.
Well,other than my whole set of school hw,
i'm sure that i'm hardworking. ^^

byebye then.
bathing. (:

2008-12-28T10:12:00.002+08:00

Work had been pretty ok these few days. (:

I went to work happily yesterday although its like a long 6hr.
Yes, i can't deny that its tiring,
but there are much less people than compared to night shift.
hehehe. (:

Nth much to post.
Dinner with family yesterday.
Was great. Spent near $300.
WOW. ):
and HALF is supposed to be paid by XITHENG.

Went home,
tv-ed.
OUT,
home,
bed. (:

I woke up few minutes before 10am.
Super early. (:
Definitely for me since I reached home only like 4am++

Byebye then.
Videos ^^

2008-12-26T18:58:00.002+08:00

(:
Yesterday's work went pretty well,
other than the fact that i met some effing bitch.

Yx, remember to slap me if there is another such time. >.<
Slap and wake me up.
I was so angry at myself that day. ):

Anw,I spent my off day (today) so unmeaningfully! ):
I only TV-ED the whole afternoon,
with intervals taking care of my baby. (:
Whatawasteofmypreciousday!

Gna do some shopping later.
NOT CLOTHINGS,NOT PRESENTS,
but household stuffs. ):
Very depressing.
Still considering if i should go,it should be pretty boring.
I mean,theres nth much.
Afterall, only my mum and i. -.-
My dad is only responsible for driving us there before going off to meet his friends,
I SUPPOSE.

byebye then. (:
MIT8 OUT TMR!

2008-12-24T17:50:00.002+08:00

My first morning shift today. (:
Wasn't a bad experience.
And i finally understood why there is a need to do left behind for night duties.
Haha!

Did lots and lots of left behind before opening counter.
Gosh, took a number of us an hour++.
Incredible.
Its really irritating. This here this there, where to put this, where to put that. -.-
I must start remembering where all the stuffs are at. (:

opening counter to arnd 12pm was still pretty slack.
But 12pm - 2pm, OMGOSH.
See the crowd, see the queue, SEE THE NUMBER OF HUMANS!
I guess i was slow. >.<
Manager came to !herm assist me.
With her beside, everything suddenly became tensed. ):
Although it was only a short ?15mins?,
it was stressful enough. D:
Okay,I shall serve faster next time. ^^

And yes,people,buy me brain tonic!
I've been counting my money wrongly these days.
Tell me why. ):
Don't tell me my maths suck. XD
Okay,whatever; i'll admit it.
ha-ha-ha!
Lets hope that I won't make errors tmr.

Report was well, (:
Yx and I balanced.
Then shopped a lil while at our workplace,
and head off for LUNNIR. (LUNch + dinNER) ^^
Chief Cashier was eating there too,
but we missed her.

Met up with lixuan,did a little shopping.
Was rushing back home.
Tution + training.
I lead a sad life. ):
And yea, what should i buy?
Suggestions?

Alrights then,
please gather at TM NTUC at 9am-2pm tmr. (:

Why?
Because when i said not to crowd,everyone went there. >.<
So i shall say the opposite now.
Hehe.

byebye then!

2008-12-23T20:22:00.002+08:00

I WENT TO WORK TODAY.

Surprised? (:
Anw,bad.
Tuesday = 2%discount for elderly.
Omg,its my very first tuesday and i was super blur about it. >.<
Had lots of troubles at the beginning ; everything turned out well in the end.

There was this customer, my very first experience with such situations.
Anyway, she bought stuffs worth $68.19. I remembered. =p
She forgot her Nets PIN.
So she suggested that she will go withdraw money while i wait.
And after a while, SHE DISAPPEARED!
Like woah, what about the stuffs?!
Was super shocked, and duh, worried. ):
But everything turned out well too!

Made mistakes with Yx. Gah.
So in the end her report was excess $20,
whereas mine was short. ):
Really sorry. The counting of float was really a rush.
Thanks Chief.Cashier for letting us go. XD
She didn't say much ; just letting us amend our mistakes.
Arigato.

And yea, thanks for the cute thing. (:
don't know what it is called but yeah. :D

WORK AT 9AM -2PM TMR! P
WORK AT 9AM -2PM ON CHRISTMAS! E

ps; please don't crowd at TM ntuc at the times stated above. XD

byebye!
(:

2008-12-22T15:59:00.002+08:00

I'm going to work tomorrow.
12pm - 5pm.

I'll see how it goes then.
I'll go on Thursday too.

Sat and Sun i might not be free.
Don't think i want to go work.
Zzz.
Rubbish.

2008-12-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

I just got back from work,
and have seriously no mood for sleeping.

I'm not one who just keeps quiet after getting wronged,
but today, really, I find no point arguing. Its gonna be a one-sided thing anyway.
So what for?

Maybe thats what the society is like.
Don't tell me nothing is fair ; everyone knows that.
I wish they fire me over the mistake,
rather than having me feeling miserable having to work.
Because I really, hate the feeling of entering the office now. (maybeitsjustfornow)
Not just feeling unhappy...
Why would they point fingers at someone who is a permanent staff instead of one who is temporary and will be leaving in a month's time?
They will be eating the loss!
So, thats the SECOND thing I know I will have to face, so far.

Its another lesson learnt and i willingly accept it.
Thats work life for you.

But on the other hand,
I thought the head staffs would at least do some checking into it.
It would seem to exaggerate stuffs but at least, don't accuse anyone.

Okay, I got scolded ; got myself onto the blacklist.
Its gonna be a bad record.
Pighead.
I'm like covering the person's arse.
Whatever.
Even if i argue, I'll just add oil to the fire. [direct translated from chinese]
They won't believe me anyway.
Who is the daring inexperience staff pointing her fingers at the experienced one?
* ME ME ME ME ME *
OhCOMEON!

I guess i won't be sleeping today.
My blood is boiling at 100degreecelcius or even higher.
And nope,I won't go out to vent my anger.
Not exactly anger...

I bet i'm famous in the office. (:
Okay, I know i'm the in wrong,thousands/millions apologies. [ Thats the perfect line I should say ]
Everyone will take note of me. And yes, I'm considering quitting.
But still, the responsibility is there.
Will hold on, stand on one thread, and finish my job.
goodluckxitheng!
I always look forward to work but its gonna be a total new perspective from now on.
Its hard for me to even think about stepping into the office.
Work on thursday--CHRISTMAS.
I'll consider if i want to go.

byebye then.
game or video or, at least something.

2008-12-18T02:58:00.002+08:00

Its 3am now.
I'm smiling happily, facing the day. (:
Don't ask me why am i staying up so late.
You won't want to know the reason.

Holiday had been pretty boring. >.<
Work is tiring. but anw,i do look forward to it.
hahaha. FUnny.
I'm gna be a loner every thurs. ):
Chief Cashier plan our schedule differently. Oh wells.

hahaha. I'm going slp soon.
DAD IS HERE.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

SEE? nagnagnagnagnagnagnagnagnagnag.

My hols hw!

2008-12-14T14:00:00.001+08:00

This is not exactly a post.
but still, i need help!

PEOPLE FROM 3E, PLEASE KINDLY HELP ME PHOTOCOPY THE WHOLE SET OF HOLS HOMEWORK PLEASE!
OR AT LEAST SCAN AND SEND THEM TO ME.

YOUR HELP WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED.

THANK YOU!

): i lost my whole set of holiday homework

Get it over

2008-12-12T17:30:00.002+08:00

I guess i'm over him.

It might be fast for all it seems,

but when its time to let go and get over,

you have to. (:

No use fucking telling yourself to get over it,

but actually you're still missing him and whatsoever.

I'm glad its over.

Not exactly regretful but still, its a total new experience.

There is something new you have to try all the time.

He is just one of them.

Or more to say,

he is another experience other than WD.

(: Thought i should say something about this.

Its been cold.

byebye.

ps; I think its time you face it too.

2008-12-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

"WILDCHILD"
Not bad a movie(: Watched it with Vivian,Weiting and Adriel.

Anw,I was trying to hard to figure the HTML code for 'addacomment'. And !TADA!, i got it!
So,leave a comment if you wants to. <3

Today's outing was great. Other than the fact that many left early. PizzaHut was the place for lunch in the end.

And yes vivian, sorry for 'cheating' you into buying that expensive icecream. Darn!

I didn't go out tonight. ): too tired. but its 12.12am now,so its not making much of a difference. Just that staying at home = will get nagged at.

code for the day:
BATA = Buy And Throw Away
*from weiting*
But anyway, i used to buy my shoes there(when i was young). They're not bad. (: However,the quality fell over the years. Or maybe,its just me.

(: cya
ps,should i be posting that 'bata' thing? Will i get sue or what?

pps, please get me to remove it if its too offensive.

ppps, i realise i'm having financial problem

2008-12-10T00:35:00.003+08:00

FOR GOD'S SAKE

stop giving me all the craps.

I've said what i wanted to.

fuckshit;
can't someone give me a hand?

2008-12-09T16:26:00.003+08:00

No crying please, baby boy.

No grumbling, Yap.

I'm so tired. ):

decided to go for a change. No tagboard ; links ; ads etc.

2008-12-08T15:31:00.003+08:00

going off for work soon!
My mum is nagging me to go eat. -.-
But wells, hahaha.
I need lots of energy to control my temper. esp when i meet crazy customers.
:D

Its super cold today.
Brrrrr....

Also,I found out why I didn't know its a public holiday today.
Apparently I've got training!
NO WONDER.
why weren't we given a break? ):
Its super tiring.
I wonder how i'm gonna battle with the sleeping disease later.

tatas!

2008-12-08T13:33:00.002+08:00

Nope,I'm feeling fine alr. (:
No worries.
I got over it pretty fast.

Ytd's work was fucking bad.
I swear i'll rmb that goddamn bitch's face.
Omg. I know i shldn't have this way of thinking but !urgh.
she is so fucking unreasonable!
And yes, i was still cursing her before i slept ytd. XD
I feel super bad about it.
but,what done can't be undone. >.<
Ok. I shall pray that my curses won't work.
Zzz.
And yea,I have no wish in elaborating about my incident with that old bitch.

Anw,loads of thanks to PuiQuak(my shifu) and Puvana and many others! :D
Cheers!
I'm looking forward to today's work despite yesterday's incident.
Its just something that i have to go through and overcome. (:
and yes, why am i working today?Its a MONDAY!
Let me tell you, if you're as ignorant as me, tdy is a public holiday! lmao.
I totally didn't get the situation right ytd.
I didn't realise that its a public hols tdy. -.-
So i was v.shocked. lols.
Don't call me stupid. =p

What counter am i at today?

I'll post about "CHINESE ARE ARROGANT" some day.
Omg.
I hope tdy won't be busy. lol. but duh,it is gna be.
hahahaha! Alrights then.
I'm off for some game before going to work!

BYEBYE!
ytd was an experience. ^^

2008-12-07T10:03:00.002+08:00

I'm glad my mood isn't as affected as before.
but still,i'll be lying if i say i'm feeling totally great.

okay.
was at counter21 ytd. (:
it was quite alrights luh. Not as bad as expected.
Just that time passed real slowly.
Counter12 tdy. Time will pass so much faster.

It seems like i've got nth to post about. -.-
dang. alrights then.
i'm off. (:
its like 10am and i just got up!

haha.
bye then.

2008-12-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

(:
I'm so freaking tired so i'll go to bed right after this post.

3E08 chalet;

so so so fun.
I don't know how to explain and describe,
but its such a waste if you missed it.
Got tanned super badly,
and all of us were super tired.

And expected, the usual few of us. (:
guys, and the 2girls clique.
yups!
Slept like 2hrs the first night.
and 4hr++ for the second.
I'm so so tired.
but i think Jayc is the most tired.
She didn't sleep a wink for the second night.
hahaha.

Had so much fun throughout the 2days. :D
And i bet we're closer now.
cheers!

Only MissFarah came for the chalet.
Turned up for both days.
And,she is such a nightlife person.
She comes only after 12am. lols.
Thank her;
- 1to2am drive to tampines to buy us supper
- the 40over pratas!
- the few bottles of drinks
- dvd player
- and countless of horror movies!

hahaha. I want her as our form teacher next year. :D

Alrights!
WILDWILDWET is still fun.
Although it got real boring after some time.
hahahas!

anw,some people really didn't come at all.
Not even for the BBQ. ):
and yes, thanks to all who helped out with the BBQ.
especially JAVIERWOON. :D
And all with the cooking.
Had wanted to help, but was feeling so sick.

After mac breakfast treat from Joyann,
trained to orchard.
Fell aslp, so i missed the stop at raffles.
then i trained back to tanah merah and went to Chanel's hse.
She was shocked to see me;
she thought i missed her badly because of the trng camp,
but i went there, for her bed. (:
Slept for super duper long.
And i have to thank her for making me late lunch.
Ahahaha!
Its hard to get a rich girl actually cooking for you. (:

byebye then.
I really need my slp now!!!

2008-11-29T12:06:00.002+08:00

Went to polyclinic ytd for a mc. (:
and some extra strong panadols!
I seriously need them.
hahahaha. anw,guitar + harmonica + dance concert was pretty good.
We went crazy during the concert. lol!
Must mention the duet of guitar and harmonica.
The harmonica player is super good luh. :D
talented. haha!
The 'shopping' dance was nice too.
although slightly messy.

anw,my shirt without pants ytd was super funny.
Must thank joyann.
Shldn't have went to pulauubin.
got no clothes for concert. >.<
dangdang.
but wtvr luh. hahaha!
saw vivian and eliz and weixiang. Where are the rest? ):

after the whole concert,
we headed off for tamp safra for bowling!
took bus31 and the noise lvl was !herm.
The malays in front were kb-ing.
Then we purposely made more noise.
Actually, not purposely. Just that there were like 10+ of us.
Everyone contributes to the noise lo.
Plus,tell me that in the whole bus, only the 10few of us were talking. (:

Bowling was fun...the waiting was long.
Ppl went off pretty early.
But we still finish the game luh. :D
Ended arnd 12am++
3cab home, 3cars, 5walk.
reached home arnd 1am++
It was a long walk and my blisters were killing me. ):
but yea,thanks MC again for walking me home.
haha. I know its soo late by the time you got home.
But yea,at least i smsed you so you won't feel bored or smth.
anw,cheers for that! :D

There is work later.
I'm getting bored and tired of it.
but i don't think there is any way we can quit.
I won't really want to quit, just that, its eating up a portion of my energy.
And that energy is to last me for night-outings. >.<
The trngs are enough...and its work now.
So yea, ):
i'm off!
shld i game, or video?

byebye then!
no,i'm not feeling anything yet.

2008-11-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

back from work (:
was trying to register for my theory exam online.
but realised i cldn't access the web.
wth...what about my registration!?
I don't want to take my exams in OCT. >.<
shit! been trying to access the web for god knows how many times. ):
Maybe its fated that i shldn't take my exam. hmmms.

anw,work was super tiring. ):
Was having bad headache before i went to work.
of course, took like 2panadols, hoping it'll last me till work is over.
but arnd 8.24pm,my headache came back. >.<
can't really focus much.
10 x 50 = 1000.
Tell me i score 7/80 for my emaths eoy instead of 77/80.
eff eff eff eff eff eff eff

Hav to wake up early tmr morn.
Trng trng trng!
If i have enough energy, i'll go work.
If i don't, i guess i'll just take an MC.
afterall, tmr's trng will last for more than half a day.
at pulauubin somemore.
cfm plus chop super tiring. dangdangdang

oh wells,
i'm off then!
gna try to register again.

bye
I can't believe that i'm not feeling disappointed.
Its been one whole day!

2008-11-25T23:51:00.003+08:00

Almost 12midnight now.
gna post a lil before i'm off to bed. (:
piano lesson at early 9am tmr.

Everything is going pretty well for now.
Just that my hols hws have got no fingerprints on them.
sorry...i know its halfway through hols alr,but,i haven started on any of them.
urgh. Hell. How am i going to handle stuffs when sch is about to open?
Chiong ah!! ):
Zzz Zzz Zzz Zzz

Don't want to list down my hw cause it'll only make me feel more stress.
darn.
I haven start a single thing. -.-

Macs delivery for lunch tdy. (:
My cousin came. Haven seen her for quite a while.
hahahah.

I can't wait for class chalet!
Less than one week to go~
And,4days of work...coming.
tmr last rest day of the week. ):
I'm getting tired of having to go to work.
But yet,I kinda enjoyed it when i'm there.
Its like school...
Haha. I'm beginning to like schooling hours. :D
Don't be surprised!
But i'm really super bored when its hols.
Comp,trng,work.
I would definitely prefer SCHOOL. Cheers!

anw,the Chief Cashiers are really nice. (:
although they're direct and strict at times,
but its true that we're in fault and all.
Overall,they're real nice people! :D
hahahah. Everyone there is luh. (:

tatas then.
its a minute to midnight. =p

MIDNIGHT!
gna post it!

EDIT: I thought the posting time wld be the same as my computer timing. ):

2008-11-24T10:25:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for twilight to be released!
Ranked 1st in boxoffice at $70.6Million,
followed by Quantum of Solace at $27.6Million.
Thats a big difference ok. (:

anw,was at counter24 ytd,again.
Don't ask me why. Its just my duty. >.<
Gna work at counter23 on thurs. Why am i always,always at fastlanes?!
I'll go back home super late lor. ):
Ass. They didn't consider the fact that we ppl,need our sleeps. lol.
Ok..but when sch reopens,it'll be in the afternoon shift for Sundays.
If not,i'm gna quit.-.-
Cuz,I won't be able to concentrate on Monday. Sec4 alr. ):

Lots of complaints!
One female customer was so rude.
First she came with a black face.
How irritating. urgh. Stupid shit.
But anw,
she went: "All these for PWP*" [pass me her receipt]
me: "I don't think you can combine the receipt" [looking at it]
she: "Look at the receipt first!"
me: "Ok" *Was thinking: HELLO! I'M LOOKING AT IT.*
me: "Hangon, I'll help you check"
she: "If you're unprepared please don't open your counter and delay the whole queue.
me: "Ok. Then if you don't want me to check it, you don't get your items at PWP"
she: [give in] Quick.
me: [happily go ask another cashier]
Then i served her super slowly. She bought lots of tissues and she wants plastic bags for all.
So i slowly packed them. -.-
When paying via nets, she typed her pin wrongly.
stupid woman. Then instead of backspacing, she went to cancel the transaction.
Which part of her brain is malfunctioning?!
And worse,she didn't apologise.
She went on being unreasonable and said :"Can you hurry please. I'm in a rush"
me: "Sorry,because you cancelled the transaction,you'll have to wait again."
me: [swipe card] "pin please,and,if you typed wrongly,please use the backspace button instead of the cancel button"
me: "Thankyou"
she: [rolled her eyes]
me: [stared at her] of course i win luh. Her eyes so small.
me: [pass receipt] "thankyou"
When she went to collect her stuffs, I said B!tch super loudly.
I hope she hears it. (:
CB. I hope she never steps into my workplace again.
It saves everyone,not only me,troubles.

These kinds of customers spoil someone's mood totally.
What kind of attitude.
We have to stand there for 5hrs,
use our brain for maths,
get few sips of water,
pack your stuffs.
I don't see a need to bear with such attitudes given by the customers!
Whatthefuck!
But there is no choice har?
If i meet such customers again,
I'll warmly greet and serve them. (:
Then they'll feel bad about treating me that way.

Really. Its super pissing!
I'll say this.
After the customer leaves the counter, he/she will just grumble about meeting such a stupid cashier, and then forgot all about it.
But for cashiers, the customer just fuckingly spoilt your day.
Do you think the cashier will remember the customer?
Zzzzz.

ok luh. enough of rubbish!
3days without work. gonna rest as much as i can. :D
thou there is still trng. gah gah.

byebye then.

2008-11-22T12:56:00.002+08:00

490th post.

>.<
Really did work at expresslane yesterday.
Was a bad one. ):
The queue wasn't as long as expected. But the main thing is because i'm at counter24 and not many people see me.
Moreover,i'm short!
THERE! I see an advantage to be short. heex.

Can't make cigrettes sales,I'm underage.
So the cashier beside me helped. (:
and yes,she is of great help! Arigato! :D
She helped in redeem minus,codes,prices and all.
The good thing in the expresslane. You're not left alone. haas.
But i really must start remembering all the stuffs luh.
Yups! JyJy!

And there was this customer who keeps going fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
But I wasn't feeling anything about it. -.-
Don't ask me why. Lol.
Maybe the word is way too familar to me. ha-ha!
But the guy doesn't seem to be scolding me.
Nevermind. I didn't get the situation right. >.<
hehes. I didn't know what went wrong in between.
But i apologise to the guy and on and on.
And he said thankyou to me. hahas! (:
I'm feeling happy just remembering it. =p <3

I closed my counter super late yesterday.
So my report was late,everything was late.
Ass!
But lucky there wasn't much major problems.
Other than the fact that I had extra 90cents in my float?
>.< >.< >.< I had no idea where went wrong!

alrights then!
meeting lixuan at 4pm ltr. (:
Yunxuan working different shifts from us.
Off for now.
counter6 today.

byebye!

2008-11-21T13:44:00.004+08:00

:D
Lixuan and I opened our own counter yesterday.
Its was real confusing and all at the beginning.
But after all the admins of float,login and all, everything flow quite smoothly.
other than some exceptions of cuz.
Customers were nice yesterday. (:
They didn't mind that i was v.slow and all. lols. But i have to admit that i really am. heex.
Signingoff was also the tough part.
I really hate all the admin stuffs. Pickup was fine though. ^^

Counting the money, getting the report was v.tedious.
You might just count wrong or smth, or lack a few dollars or more.
anw,getting the right figure is smth you can't just look over. ):
great day thou! :D

Might have to work at expresslane today.
I'm so not looking forward.
It means less rest and more work. lol
but i'm not even 18 yet!
I can't touch the cigrettes and all. >.<
So it isn't right to put me there. -.- oh wells.
I'll do my best still of course. (:
I'm getting paid for my efforts. lol. Although the pay is lil compared to the work put in. =p
Its the experience aye? (:

tatas then.
I'm going off for work in anothr hour or so. Its near 2pm now.

2008-11-18T10:35:00.003+08:00

):
Singaporeans should really get their manners right.
So what if you're the customer?
It doesn't mean that you're superior or anything.
ROll your eyes more luh!
I swear i'll dig that eyes of yours! B!tch.
but anw, i purposely very slowly served this customer.
Its wrong, but i really can't stand her fucked up attitude.

and worse, i've met several customers who don't acknowledge that i know my maths. !!!
they insisted on handing their money to my mentor.
like shit ok. I don't believe that i can't do simple calculation of sums.
wtf?

anw,it feels like shit standing there for hours and facing the ef-fing customers eff-ed up attitude. whatthehell man.

Ok. I better stop this. (:
I should be more optimistic and carry out my work happily.
Its my first experience...
Its worth it. (:
Gambate!

anw,
shows are really coming out.
subbings are getting busier. >.<
I have got like 3shows this week?
I'll rush them out anw.
haven started on any hols hw. best of luck!
Because there are alot alot alot of hw. ): haiix.

tatas then!

2008-11-15T11:45:00.003+08:00

(:

i'm looking forward to work later.
don't ask me why.
Its boring, its tiring, but i still enjoy it.
lols. So some extent, i really get sick of it.
But, practising maths,earning extra money and getting experience is not that bad. =p
Yx might be joining us today.
I hope she'll enjoy it luh. :D yups.

and yes, i've done my [dare].
Its a bloody stupid one.
If any of you comes out with such a [dare], seriously, kill yourself.
Ha-ha! I won't play it if there are such dumb dares.
I mean,treating a guy a drink, getting a guy's number...-.-
zzz. they're dumb dares. OK?

oh wells.
cousin here at my hse. (:
mum and sis making don't know what food. -.-
will be on comp all the way till time to work.
and yea, i bought a pair of jeans. :D
lols. i know there is nth to be happy about,but its for my work.
and, i've got no jeans..so. (:

byebye then!
its 5pm - 11pm again.

2008-11-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

Just a short post here. =p
hehe. Its my trng time.

Theres not much to say actually.
yups.
Lunch with Theresa. She wasted so much money luh.
First, the food sucks.
Second, the cashier sucks. She packed the wrong food and charged the correct price. wth? Cheated Theresa of her near a dollar or smth. Zzz.
I guess the cashier is sick in her mind or her mind isn't there. -.-
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.
.
I would gladly be there to listen,
if you just open that door of yours,
and tell me whats inside it.
There is no use keeping everything inside,
and giving us the cold shoulders.

byebye

2008-11-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

Ok.
Its a bad day today, don't ask me why.

Lunch with Jayc,Yx and Char tdy.
Yoshinoya!
Its a total coincidence, and thats the only thing i can say.
Jayc and Yx had ice-creams at Macs. Its the cheapest place you can have. lol.
Then we talked really long. Its good to talk about stuffs and all. (:
At least, I found out that Char and I have got the same problem SO,its not that bad afterall. -.-

Walked home carrying all the stupid books. I had to clear out my stuffs since i'm not going to sch tmr. Don't wna have a hard time on friday.
The books are so heavy ok. And,it was a great disappointment. Left with nothing to say.

Moving on, went home and comp a lil. Trng.
I have to say i enjoyed. (: My teammates mean so much to me luh. Its smth different from what you get from your boyfriend/family members/really close friends.
The countless overseas trips we had. ^^ Training camps. Gosh, its great. :D
And yes. Thanks Chanel today. Was of a duper duper help.
One more thing, for that truth or dare [DARE], i'm not doing it. After today, I don't see why i should be willing to do the [dare]. No. I shouldn't waste my effort. I shouldn't waste the courage i had to summon. ha-ha!

Chanel drove me home after my talk with her.
At least i got to reach home in 20min time. lol. =p
Comp anothr lil while. then, dinner, and comp again.
Gna watch tv from 9pm - 11pm.
Not going school tmr. Gna see a doctor. (:
Finally. I haven't recovered since i fell sick last last sat. Zz
There is still the cough and all.

Byebye then. Its 8.56pm. My show is starting!

Iwanttoforgetwhathadhappenedtoday.
but,forgettingisnotsomethingsimple.
ormaybe,ishouldjustcloseoneeye,andopentheother.

ijustfeelthat,youdon'tunderstand.

2008-11-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

alrights.
this skin is chosen by Elizabeth Chuen and she shall be credited for it! :D
hahahaha! My blog suddenly becomes so cute that even i am feeling weird about it.

anw,back to main point.
maylan and boon came over into our class and had a chat with us. Was ok.
But the scene was real funny. We were watching KiteRunner and there was this part which goes 'fuckyouRussia'. No offence to any. But that was what was in the movie because of the SovietWar. haha. Then both of them came in and whole class laughedoutloud. (:
then Theresa and Jolyn went for hightea with maylan.

The rest of the lessons were still ok just that Emaths was totally boring and I fell aslp. but anw,3periods of PE tmr!! :D Thankyou MRTONG! haha!

There is smth i must mention.
You know on the MRT, there is this glass thingy at the 2-seaters?
Then people will usually lean on it?
Aft tdy's incident, I'm not gna lean on it anymore!
I was sitting on the priority seat. I know its for those ppl who need to sit but,you know,heh. But anw,this fat lady was leaning on the glass. It was HORRIBLE.
you never know when the glass might break.
and,the distance between your face and her butt, its only a perhaps, 1cm piece of glass away? Whatthehell?
Imagine if she farts or do anything funny. Ewwww...
What a scene.
So, i shall be kind and not lean on the glass. People might feel as uneasy as I am.
And to whoever who likes leaning on the glass, pls change the habit. Or mayb if the MRT is super crowded, its a valid excuse. hehe.
Really, the feeling is yikesyikesyikesyikes! >.<

byebye!

2008-11-09T09:00:00.002+08:00

Gna blog about work ytd. (:

I did most of the scanning and stuffs.
So very cool. (: but, I made a huge mistake. *&^%U&%$@#$%
I actually forgot to hand the customer his member card back. ):
urgh. very sorry!

but anw,it was pretty fun still. :D
The queues ytd wasn't that long. As in, there are not alot of ppl there.
Although its all compared to last wk, Lixuan says that Sunday is horrible. lol.

andandand, my mentor for ytd was super cool can. (: She had red highlighted hair and wore blue contacts! How cool can she get. hahahaha! I wna do it too. =p
She is of a great help of course. (: must thank her loads. ^^

and sadly, I met a plastic bag crazy customer again. ):
hahaha. 1box of kiwi = 2+2 = 4bags.
ok. wtvr. (: i shldn't be complaining here.
work again later! cheers.

Gna study for chem and hcl tests nxt wk.
Hcl comes first of cuz. Its TMR.
gosh. and i have started any of the 40yanyus. >.<

byebye!

2008-11-06T20:51:00.002+08:00

I'm gna delete the emo/angry post aft i post this. heh.

anw,i wasn't back long ago. arnd 8.20pm?
yeps. left sch early and went suntec city to support our sch for the clean and green fashion show? Not sure. but anw,our sch won and we stood on the chairs and screamed and cheered. lols. funfunfun. (: DRBOON was there.

Then 16of us went to Swensens for dinner. Gosh. What a scene. -.-
butanw, the guys were way too much. although its daring but still,its committing a crime luh. >.< wtvr! took photos, walked arnd, talked, then javier and pearlyna became emo. ):
very saddening. but anw,we left at arnd 6plus i think. Left Javier and Nana behind.
cldn't find the bread i wanna buy. ): Charmaine, Xinyi and Clarisse went to some other place for fun. Theresa and Jing went off aft dinner.

MRT back. It was super crowded and 16-2-3-2=9 of us blocked one door and all squeezed in. (: lols.
then this man, from what i heard from jayc and yx, had been staring at me from the door at cityhall. And all the way to the station he alighted. PHEW.
how lucky i am to have 5 tall guys plus 2tall girls with me. yx is not considered that tall. >.< haha.
my tall is like near 170.
then we had real fun talking on the train.

alighted at tamp (duh).
tingwei took bus 22, yx took bus 291.
MingChiang and I walked back home together.
Pretty ok. (:
we talked all the way back. I mean we separated halfway.
but still, it is great. :D
I found out that MC is really quite a nice guy.
and so is eugene, from what i heard from MC. (:
MC is gna be my new seating partner.
so, its btr to talked and interact more first. :D
and i finally know that he is actually not that 'dao' as i thought of him to be. hehe.
alrights. I can't wait to change seats!

(:
byebye.
thankyouforyourpresent.

2008-11-04T18:17:00.002+08:00

I was out but i'm so pissed that i have to come back here to blog about it.Its not about my mum so don't worry. (; cuz she cooked dinner when i was back arnd 2pm+? hahaha. :D iloveher.

I didn't want to make my blog a blog for venting. So at least there shld be a normal post here.

my baby cousin is here tdy! He had slimmed down because he had been vomitting over the weekends. ): but ok luh. He'll gain weight pretty soon again. love him!

i'll be good tonight and study for my chinese olvl paper tmr. (: and the timing of me getting sick is soooo nice. Zzz. I guess i'll only start studying the format at 7pm or later. I might be going out anyway. Not much in a mood for study.
hell. How am i going to do the paper tmr? Wish me luck everyone. (:

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byebye. (:
I know i'm hard to please but can you free yourself of your busy schedule and spend a lil time on me?

2008-11-03T19:59:00.003+08:00

You don't know how pissed i am with my mum now.
but wtvr.
i'm her daughter so i can't be pissed with her right? When my dad calls later i'll have to apologise to her. So,i would rather be out. I'll be out aft this post. :D

i know i've been crazily blogging but, totally crap. It just shows that i've got nth btr to do.

anw,i've gotta thank adriel! :D hehehe. wtvr he is helping me with will be kept a secret. (: thanks ahh!

byebye.
I'M OFF~

2008-11-03T14:48:00.004+08:00

another quiz. ):

Name 10 people you know .
1) Elizabeth Chuen
2) Shermaine Loo
3) Er Wei Ting
4) Wei Xiang
5) Vivian Ang
6) Xin Ting
7) Bryan
8) Chanel
9) Adriel
10) JieWen

1.Who's number 6 having a relationship with?
Xin Ting. Not any for the time being. she'll have one. (:

2.If 7 and 10 are together would that be a good thing?
Bryan and JieWen. wow! they wld be gays =p

3.What's number 2 studying about?
Shermaine. DUMMY FOR ORGANISING CLASS CHALET!

4.When was the last time you chatted w. 3?
WeiTing. Days ago?

5.What kind of music does 8 like?
Chanel. All are fine except piano music. lol!

6.Does 1 have any siblings?
Elizabeth. nah. ):

7.Will you woo 3?
perhaps. yeahh. =p

8.How about 7?
Bryan. Definitely! haha! (: but he isn't mine luh.

9.Is 4 single?
Weixiang. I guess so. She didn't reveal that she is attached. >.<

10.Whats the surname of 5?
Ang!

11.Whats a hobby of 10?
JieWen. Teasing his girlfriend. -.-

12.Do 5 and 9 get along well?
Vivian and Adriel. wow. Concidence. I swear i didn't do it on purpose. They get along quite fine. (:

13.Which school does 2 study at?
Shermaine. Anglican High School. (:

14.Describe number one.
Elizabeth.
Funny. Stress): . lovable at times.

15.Have you tried developing feelings for 8?
Chanel. of course. (: she is my les partner.

16.Where does 9 live?
Adriel. all the way to sengkang.

17.What colour does 4 like?
Weixiang. o.0 blue? ):

18.Are number 1 and 5 bestfriends?
Elizabeth and Vivian. Confirm plus chop!

19.Does 1 have any pet?
Elizabeth. yeah.

20.Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Bryan. yups! :DD

21.Whats 10 doing now?
JieWen. Stayed over at girlfriend's hse ytd. Now,maybe lunch with her?

22.Who do you think 6 is best with?
Xinting. mum? cousin? haha!

5 people to do this quiz :
I don't want to sabo people for this quiz. (: haha.
gladly do it if you're bored or smth.

2008-11-03T14:20:00.002+08:00

(:

didn't go sch tdy.
still running at fever of 38 this morn.
bad headache and all.
best of all, i don't feel hungry. (:
so i can actually lose weight out of this.
hahahah!

moving on,baby cousin didn't come tdy.
His mum took a urgent leave for some unpractical reasons. but lol,its ok to slack once in a while luh. (:
but still,my other 2cousins are here. I'm really thinking of suggesting my mum to make our hse a childcare of smth. ZzZz. Plus,there are like 1adult and 3teens to help take care of the babies/toddlers/wtvr. haha!

adriel coming my hse ltr for show! :D
alrights man. hehehe. But my cousins won't wanna watch that show. lol. they're like kinda,cowardy. >.< and,i nvr knew kissing scenes had such great impacts on pri4 kids. lol! My cousin went "eeeee" when i was watching this particular show with this particular kissing scene. hahaha.
but he was the one who came at the right timing when they started kissing. -.-!
funny boy. (:

okk. I'm drinking lots of water and resting alot. A must for me to turn up for sch tmr! Wed is chinese olvl paper. I can't miss the last day of chinese lesson before the paper. >.< get well soon xitheng. :D

byebye!
2.45pm to fetch my 6yr old cousin from sch.

2008-11-02T15:29:00.002+08:00

ok. i'm like running a fever of 40degrees.
so i won't be going for work. ):
oh wells.
but its really super miserable. sucks.
and because i've got nth to do, i keep blogging. -.-
3posts of the day. too much free time.
and anw,i finished my mock papers.
cldn't do the rest because i'm sick.
see? very valid reason.
gna see a doctor at night if my fever still haven subside. our sch is pretty strict you know. Zzz. Who knows you might get 3demerit for truancy?

anw,ok. i'm going for video.
drank my 3rd bottle tdy.

byebye

2008-11-02T10:41:00.002+08:00

ytd was my FIRST day of work. (:
cldn't blog since i got back arnd 12am and i'm feeling very sick.
but anw,being a cashier is not as easy as you think. How very energy consuming. You've got to stand like 5hrs str.
lucky i'm in choir...standing for 5hrs is manageable. lols

met lixuan approx 4.45pm. I was late.
then we went to report for work.
Team Ldr brought us here and there to explain all the stuffs. Fast but easy to understand. Then we were allocated to diff counters and soon started our trng! (:
hahaha. 5pm to 6pm was quite ok. Not that much of a crowd. But still,no time for rest.
from 6pm-10pm. LIKE OMG. It seems like all singaporeans are very free.
The queues nvr seemed to end. ):
wth. the packing and stuffs, the scanning and stuffs. wowee.
but i was only a trainee so the scanning was left for my 'teacher' to do.
i never realised how much NTUC can earn in 5hrs.
Its so so so much! as in for my counter there is at least thousands.
imagine for 26counters?

10pm-11pm was cleaning up and collecting of report.
Even though our work time is from 5pm to 10pm,in fact, its till 11pm.
very tedious and all. >.<
nevermind!

anw,i feel that all supermarkets should charge extra for excessive use of plastic bags by the customers.
you never know how many plastic bags one customer can use.
This particular customer had everything in a plastic bag.
From fish,prawns [obv need bags]
to canned food. [LIKE WTH]
every single thing was in plactic bags.
Wonder how hard it is to scan?
We had to remove the plastic bags and find the barcode in order to scan.
hell of a time.
then we had to under the customer's request, put all of them IN again.
to add on, they asked for extra 2plastic bags at the end.
like urgh! mayb supermarkets should really charge extra lo.
they're way too much.

and, do you know that ppl can spend up to near $400 at supermarkets?
hahahaha. very surprising.
Their stuffs come in 2-3 trollies. goshy.
so we spent near 10-20mins serving one customer.

oh and, the packing of stuffs are not as easy as you think!
All veg in one bag,
all detergents/soap in one.
Frozen in one,
Canned in one.
Tidbits in one,
work tools in one.
anw,you just can't anyhow throw them into a plastic bag.
yups! not very easy cuz you have to have careful planning and use of bags.
will get complained if you used too many >.<
very enjoyable day ytd at work. (:
but i was really sick.

sorethroat and flu and headache and cough.
waiting for the arrival of fever.
but it shows that my WBC*are working right? ^^
hehehe. I wna go work tdy!
Wonder what i'll be doing.
hahahaha. very looking forward.
but my parents aren't too happy.
fever = can't go out, don't even mention WORK.
but really,when did they really care?
They dragged me to sch when i had a fever. -.-

alrights then.
i'm off. need to clean up my room as nagged by mum.
they don't pity sick ppl. ):

byebye.
and in case you don't know. the * = WHITEBLOODCELLS. (:

2008-11-02T10:04:00.002+08:00

I got sabo-ed for anothr quiz. Here it goes.

1.Do you believe in god ?
No.

2.Who's the person who trust most ?
Me,myself and I.

3.How you're feeling now ?
Sad. ):

4.Who was the last person you got a miss call from .
Yunxuan

5.Do you have a crush on anyone ?
Nah.

6.What was the last song you sang out loud ?
Bad Day. -.-

7.Last time you smiled .
Ytd walking back with Lixuan aft work

8.Who were you talking on the phone last night ?
Chanel!

9.Who cares for you the most ?
Adriel Phua. HA-HA!

10.Who are you missing right now ?
Many. ):

11.Who did you last chat on MSN today ?
DarenChuaPeiJie. [cousin]

12.Who always makes you laugh ?
Bryan and Theresa and Joyann.

13.When did you last cry .
Days before when i was accused. >.<

14.Who are those important to you .Name 10 .
[can i name more than 10?]
1) Chanel
2) Bryan
3) Elizabeth Chuen
4) Adriel
5) JieWen
6) Vivian Ang
7) Coach!
8) Jack-ass. =p
9) Shermaine Loo
10) anyone i know. not listed above. (:

15.What does your last text message say and whom it's from .
Adriel telling me to take very good care of myself and willing to be my slave tmr. =p

16.Who was the last person who hugged you .
No1

17.Do you love your love life ?
Yeah

18.What's the nicest text in your inbox says and who's it from .
Adriel willing to be my slave tmr. haha!

19.Who gives you the best advice .
Bryan and Chanel

20.What game do you play often ?
GB

21.What feeling do you love the most ?
Being loved

22.What if your boy.f two-timed you ?
Slap him immediately

23.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams ?
didn't dream

24.Do you speak other languages besides english ?
-.- chinese and korean and japanese.

25.What's life to you ?
cool

Who you will like to do the quiz .

1) Elizabeth Chuen
2) Shermaine Loo
3) Vivian Ang
4) Er Wei Ting
5) ...

2008-10-31T20:18:00.002+08:00

speechless.

anw,trng ended 7pm+. Rushed back home like crazy. Didn't even had dinner.
And give me a fucking reason for doing that!

The higher the hope the bigger the disappointment?
Its true you know.
So now i'm back to using comp,and apologising to devilish for pangsehing. Its supposed to be a clique dinner + Kbox + supper, tonight.
urgh. fuckshit.

At least like tell me earlier and not the last min.
That would be greatly appreciated!
It doesn't mean its your fault,but at least you have the responsibility to inform me earlier.

okok. i'm off for my video.
tdy is a good day for clearing my head off things i'm supposed to be troubledand feeling sad about.

tatas.

2008-10-31T15:07:00.003+08:00

hEEEy.

to start off,
i'm reallllly realllly gna grumble alot.
the amount of hw for this wkend is wooowwweee!
like shucks.
and i still got to work and study for Olvl at the same time.
how very nice.

dang. it really suck. i'll be burning midnight oil. So anyone who is interested,kinda sms me and join the MIDNIGHT TRAIN. *puff puff* at least we've got each other as support. (: gambate.
3 chinese mock papers
history project
~~Amaths~~
Emaths
HCL compo
HCL worksheetS

anw, i rushed off aft sch since tuition starts at 1pm and trng starts at 4pm. Went CS to buy waffle [from primadeli] with jayc.
Jayc bought 1peanutbutter waffle whereas i bought 1plain,1peanut,1choco and 1hamcheese. lol.
peanutbutter still taste as good. hamcheese not that good. ):
i'm giving up on hamcheese and going for choco. LOL.
plain for mum and choco for cousin.

obv i was late for tuition. >.< but its ok. it ended arnd 2.45?
yups. its 3.13pm now.
heading for trng soon.
as you can see, i finished my Amaths hw. :D
feeling good abt it. at least its one strike off the list.
many for hw to go.
school sucks.

and yea abt the incident i mentioned abt keeping it a secret?
shucks.
If missfarah remains as my formteacher for a day,
i'll not pon sch halfway for a day.
Its obv that she gave us a chance. ):
no way she didn't knw abt it.
so yea...feeling super guilty now.
FIRST TIME LUH.
i rather she just scold us and give us green forms.
i'm sorry but yes,
i'm not into those 'softmethods'. GAHGAH!

byebye then.
mayb i'll game a lil while then i'm off for trng. (:
no way i'm getting tanned tdy. =p

2008-10-29T18:51:00.002+08:00

everything that happened tdy will be kept a secret.
I don't want to get any demerits nor detentions.
haha!
or mayb, if teacher finds out,
getting them will only be a matter of time. lalalas.

but anw,its pretty cool luh. aftall,you don't get to do it anywhen and where you like it. So,its kinda like an experience. With friends somemore lo. (: CHEERS!

piano lesson was early tdy. But my teacher allowed me to leave early cuz i was really uber emo. ): ): such dumb stuffs. receiving that sms. I hate it.
Will be off to friend's hse later.
I want lots of hugs.

alrights.
cya then.
have got BIO RETEST tmr aft sch. and guess what, sch is gna end at 4pm+ for me tmr. ): AND ITS SUPPOSED TO BE HOLS NOOOOOW!